Eve, is gone another year, so many now, far to many, so young, she was, but too this day, she left her mark on me. She was the one, that made me promise, to live life, for all, those who never got the chance, to never give up, keep fighting.
She was the first person, to save my life, when Julie and i lost the baby, Eve was there for both of us, but it was me, when, |I really was at my lowest,, she took me, the top of Ben Nevis, sat me down held me and I cried, then just a little over a year, later she was gone, as well, my emptiness lasted for a very long time, till a PM, where is that castle.
I could sit and write for days about her, we had a lot of adventures, she taught me so much, about life, lessons, that | still keep too, She was a Lesbian, except for one night, but in the morning when we woke, she said, if it does not feel right with you, it never will be,, it did it change things between us, it never did, we loved each other, we meant to much to each other plus,, as she said, who else would carry all, her photography gear up a mountain, in a the middle of winter lol.
She had more talent with the camera, in her little finger, than I will ever have,, I never really got photography back then,, I do now, especially when, I just can not get out, with the large camera much, I think mobile phones, were actually invented for me, for this time and place.
Maybe before Christmas Iphone 14 Pro, will find its way to me, to be carried on my mini adventures now, too capture those moments..
I can not lie down on the ground now, the mobility in my left side, makes it painful, but take the phone out, kneel down and put the phone, too the ground and hey presto, I got a picture, of the fallen leaves, that makes me smile,
Always learn to adapt, no matter what, just keep trying..