I had to express myself is some way and I decided this was the best venue. To everyone who has ever left a comment, thank you. Thank you for kind, encouranging, sexy, sometimes naughty and complimentary words. They mean alot, truly they do. To those who chose to do the opposite, BRAVO! You've succeeded. I desist. Words are merely that? Not so on a forum such as this. But good job, I applaud you! I've helped your cause. You won't have to waste what meager time you have trying to decide whether or not I am "real". I've taken care of that for you. Think of it as a belated holiday gift, and you're welcome. You know, when I first started frequenting NN, I thought it was great. After having chatted in other places, I thought NN was perfect. Everyone just did their own thing; comments I read were positive and no one passed judgement. Everyone was accepted for whom they were and even if ungreed upon by some, all seemed as it should be. However, I was soon to find out that wasn't the case, for me at least. Somehow people find that tiny fracture in your ego that they proceed to work on and I must say, they are successful in breaking down that little part of you you attempt to establish in a place such as this. Mirrors, if they only looked in mirrors.....A way of the world I suppose. Mankind always destroys itself and relations with other humans with no purpose in mind. But enough rambling...might not seem real.
I wish all of my NN friends and acquintances what I wish for myself -- a happy and prosperous New Year, filled with much love, real friendship, good health and good times. For the rest, I wish what you wish unto others...I don't wish you harm, but I don't wish you well either. Those of you I hold dear, I am always here for you. You know how to reach me. ...because I am very much REAL. Peace....always,
SD
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