Leedo123456 said: You are correct. I just want to suck a dick for the first time.
Well I have some suggestions. the riskier ones are to google cruising spots near me. Several sites collect such info which may lead to a hook-up, usually outdoors or a restroom. Guys will be looking around and making eye contact for longer than a hello. One or the both of you will have scouted out a bit of seclusion, A similar option is parking areas/rest areas along highways, especially those with adjacent woods. Naturally there is no guarantee you'll meet some one nor that they won't be weird, but then again you are there, so... These have worked for me on an impulse 2 times.
A better or more controlled way is to check out these two free hook-up sites:
sniffies.com and
doublelist.com. Goth require you sign up but little else. sniffies searches places near you via your location and doublelist has several larger cites but with nearby towns listed in individual ads. Finally, Craigslist still carries ads in activities or missed connections but you must be subtle and deceptive or your ad gets flagged and taken down.
Good Luck