CRUZEN's Blog

SOME ONE IS NOW IN MY LIFE AND I KNOW SHE LOVES ME FOR ME AND NOT FOR WHAT I HAVE.

I WISH SOMEONE WOULD GIVE ME SOME ANSWERS TO SOME OF MY PROBLEMS OR GIVE ME SOME DIRECTION. PPPPPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSEEEE

I WAS OUT TODAY AND SOME GIRL TOOK NOTICE OF ME AND STARTED TO HAVE A COVERSATION WITH ME AND I TOLD HER WHAT HAPPENED TO ME SO SHE SAID LETS GO TO MY PLACE AND I WENT AS WE GOT INTO THE HOUSE SHE SAID I KNOW WHAT YOU NEED TO GET YOUR MIND AND BODY BACK SHE GRABBED ME AND STARTED TO KISS ME IT WAS FANTASTIC BUT I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU KNOW WHO. SHE WAS GOING GOOD AND HER LIPS WHERE SO SOFT AND TENDER THEN SHE UNBUTTONED MY PANTS AND WENT DOWN ON ME UNTIL I CAME I WAS SO SUPRISED AND IT FELT GOOD TO GET THAT REALEASE THEN THE BOMB SHELL THIS CHICK WAS SO GOOD THAT WHEN I WENT TO GIVE HER THE SAME FELLING I WAS SUPRISED IT WAS AN IT A GUY I ALMOST WENT OFF BUT WENT FOR THE FLOW FOR THE FIRST TIME AND IT WAS GREAT AND I AM NOT GAY OR BI BUT NOW I HAVE TO RE THINK MY FELLINGS BECAUSE SHE/IT TOLD ME THAT SHE IS REALLY BI AND SHE IS VERY ATTRACTIVE.

I GUESS YOU ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENENED SHE DOS NOT WANT TO SEE ME PLEASE SOME ONE GIVE ME SOME SUGESTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WELL ITS ANOTHER DAY GONE BY I AM GOING TO TRY TO TALK TO HER TODAY WISH ME LUCK!!!!

WELL IT IS 10/06/06 3;33 IN THE AM AND IM UP AND STILL IN LOVE WITH MY LOST LOVE.I WISH I COULD TALK TO SOMEONE SO I CAN GET ON WITH MY LIFE. I WAS TOLD NOT TO DO THIS AND HERE IT IS MAYBE SOME ONE WILL LISTEN TO ME OR EVEN FIND SOMEONE BUT THAT MAY BE HARD TO DO BUT I AM GOING TO ANYWAY
MY #228-617-6062/228-383-4110/228-8310270 MY CELLS AND NY HOME NUMBER I WILL TALK TO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO LISTEN IF YOU HAVE T-MOBIL IT A FREE CALL MAYBE THIS IS WHAT I NEED TO COME OUT OF THIS COMA I AM IN.

ON 04/07/06 I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I WAS ON SOME MEDS THAT MADE ME CRAZY YELLING AND SCREMING ALL THE TIME I TOLD MY GIRLFRIEND OF 8 YEARS TO PACK HER SHIT AND GET OUT I DID NOT REALY KNOW WHAT I WAS DOING NOW SHE IS GONE AND I ALMOST PAST AWAY BY NOT EaTING AND DRINKIG WHEN THEY FOUND ME I HAD 24 HOURS TO LIVE MY DOCTOR TOLD ME THAT I HAD LOST 5 UNITS OF BLOOD BUT IT IS 10/02/06 AND I AM BETTER BUT AM STILL MISSING MY BABY AND REALY DONT CARE TO GO ON SHE WAS THE WOMAN I REALY WAS IN LOVE WITH AND I JUST CANT HANDLE THE PAIN IN MY HEART I HAVE LOVED MANY BUT NOT LIKE HER I WISH THIS PAIN WOULD GO AWAY BUT I KNOW IT WONT I HAVE TRIED TO DO OTHER THINGS BUT THEY JUST DONT WORK I DO HAVE OTHER WOMAN WHO WANT TO BE WITH ME BUT I JUST KEEP TURNING THEM DOWN I HAVE TALKED TO HER AND SHE SAYS IT IS OVER WHAT HAVE I DONE WHAT HAVE I DONE WHAT HAVE I DONE SOME ONE PLEASE HELP ME???????????????????????????????