TenderMoments's Blog - page 3

I'm not a sexy woman. I'm just plain.
Just the comments alone make me feel less than special.
I'm not really. You slip here and there without thinking about it. I try to make you the most important person in the world even when not together. I'm tired of thinking tonight.

I don't want to be a back up and yes, I can feel hurt and jealous. Just something to think about...

I miss you like I would miss the morning sunrise.
I miss you like I would miss a cool summer breeze.
I miss you like I would miss the sun setting.
I miss you just because you are you.

You make me feel special and I miss that.
Thank you for being my friend.

I'm a sap...

here's the darn close up I forgot to include...now that I figured out how to reduce pics!!!

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My first attempt at stuffed cupcakes went not so bad.

Made white cupcakes with yellow butter cream icing that were filled with smuckers strawberry jam.

I hope I did this pic resize right....

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How foolish is it to feel this way?
How foolish is it to think this way?
I'd like to thank you for making me feel so foolish in so many ways.

I wish my brain would just shut down for a change.

If I gave you my heart what would you say?
Would you put it away for a rainy day?
Put it on a shelf for display?
Cherish it and hold it close?
Return it because you don't feel the same?

If I gave you my heart what would you do?
Would you put your arms around me and pull me close?
Hold me tight because it just feels right?
Share tender kisses and whispers?
Or just walk away?

Just a few things going through my mind...nothing special. Just thought I'd put it down while it's going through my mind. I may think something better up...or I just may forget.

the name has changed but it's still the same asshole and if he isn't shame on me but I doubt it. His status about "BMI" says it all.

He's just an ignorant dickhead. His id is on my Picture Wanna Pinch? his comment said it all. He is a coward and must have issues with everyone not perfect...No one is perfect including him!

Yuck....

It may be random thoughts thrown in here but the gist of it is that I am slow to realize things.

My idea of a friendship must differ from that of most men.

I received an IM from a "friend" last night and was happy to hear from him since it had been a few weeks since we chatted. He took a new job position and changed working sifts. So we haven't chatted since then.

To make things easy here is a copy and paste of how that chat went.

Friend: hey
ME: Hi
Friend: hi what you up too
ME: right now I'm eating my supper. You?
Friend: just looking for something to stroke my cock too
Friend: so i can sleep better
ME: Oh, how are you faring then?
ME: Home alone then?
Friend: yea home alone shes working
Friend: and am bored
Friend: and horny
ME: sorry you are bored. We are watching a movie and eating a late supper
ME: How is the new job working out for you then?
Friend: it has been busy
Friend: but it is good
Friend: so were you at then
ME: I'm in ******* tonight.
ME: I'm glad to hear that it is working in your favor.
Friend: it is thanks
Me: I'm sorry I can't help you out tongiht.
Friend: just my luck
Friend: you have a good night i am going to get ready for bed
ME: Okay. You do the same and have a great weekend "friend". My Mum is here.
Friend: that is okay have a good weekend too i might be on saturday during the day
ME: Ok. Not too sure right now what my weekend holds. I just spent a full week in ******* and this was my first day back home.
Friend: okay i will talk to you later
ME: alright bye "friend".
Friend: bye

I know him and all he wanted was for me to get on cam and show him my "tits" as most men call them. That's it. Not wanting anything but to get off and go to bed.

So....I'm not a friend. I'm just someone you can use to get off over and go to bed. And men wonder why I don't want to share my IM info. Or why I won't "dirty" chat, exchange pics or get on cam when they want it. I'm not a friend, I'm just someone that you can fuck over. I felt really fucking good after that message.

So mrSchowitall...your comments really made my day/night. I thank you again for them all. At least you have left comments and not someone who just sends me messages saying my pics/videos are great. It doesn't mean squat to me cause you can't be man enough to leave a physical comment or vote.

So I get my nails done today...I feel like a lady now. I pick "GO ON GREEN". What color would you call it? I wouldn't call it farking blue!!!

I love the shade...I argued with someone for about 20 minutes over it's color. It is a shade of green NOT blue!

(I got a pic added!~~yea me~~

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