aynalikahve's Blog

I m jealous of most of you.. cuz most of you live in the usa or canada. Actually it is not living in there which gets me jealous.. the living standards you have.. Probably compared to your salaries.. the taxes that you pay are low..

Also.. you have more working benefits.. employee benefits.. Such as your organization probably pays a lot for your health insurance.. so even if you only cough.. they pay your medicine bill. Right?

And retirement funds.. Here too my company pays for my retirement funds.. but.. probably it is very high over there.. so in that aspect.. you guys worry about your future less than i do .

And nightlife.. no need to say.. i m quite certain it is better.. we do have nice pubs and cafes.. But most gurls have to be home at midnight .. or 1 am .. that s why .... : )

how many of you have taken or plan to take halloween photos
and postd them?

i m so curious to see them.. cuz we dont have that tradition
here in turkey.. and it s always something i find interesting.

is halloween part of american culture? or is it something
religious?

can haloween be both scary and fun at the same time?

it is a process that s not ever gonna end.. to get to
know women and find out how they think.. but i become
happy as i show progress

being unhappy has become my destiny.. dont know how to change it. does anyone have a suggestion that may help me to see life as something fun? what can i do? i wanna feel that i m part of something..

so far so good . enjoying cold beer.. to update the news.. i still got no head.. lol. in turkey it is one of the hardest things to go to get head as i notice.

how s everyone doing? their lives are better than mine it seems. best wishes from istanbul

bad news.. i still got no head

what sup everyone? nothing new for me. it s a hot day in istanbul. i actually have so many photos but none are naked so i cant post them all here. but if you want i can give you my webshots link one day..

i m hoping that one day i wil get head. still could not get it and losing all my hopes as long as i stay here in this country lol.. best wishes to you all

some good things are surely happening in my life. there s this gurl.. she s 23.. she lives in another town turkey.. down south..

we met on some turkishs ite. we talk twice everyday on the phone.. after i get my salary in september. i m gonna go there stay there for 2 days.. let s see if we will be attracted .. so far i feel that she cares.. so do i.

we talk a lot.. and shared a lot of things of our lives..
let s see if things will work out..

i hate to admit this.. and post it in here .. but well i cant tell it to anyone because women are strict here and it wont happen for a long while unless a miracle happens.. damn I need head. i never got it and each time i see a photo of video i get more and more curious.. what is it like.. i wish that i could know