made_in_texas_again's Blog - page 2

the green sunset was hangin low and the cowboys had taken to the bunk house
the storm was comin strong
the skies lit up as bolts of lightning struk violently across the horizon
dust devils danced across the empty corral and the wind howled as if mourning for a lost love
the clouds glow red while the eve seems to drag on forever
setting close to the hearth they begin to swap storm stories
one hand recalls"one time back in denver we saw a head like this, that night drew on for two days"
another hand speaks up "i was in witchita for one, a blizzard;
snowed in for a week in a pit smaller than this"
he continued "only had grub for a few days, it got tense"
the door shot open and there was a lone rider standin before them his clothes torn an tattered
he said tremblin "she comin an she has the face of the devil"
just then the sound of the winds changed
the house was shaking as the men heard the frieght train of a twister tearin through the land
soon enough the hell had passed and they were ready to get the fixin done and get back to work
each looked at the oyher and not a word was spoke yet it was known that all were happy to be alive

i listen to people talk shit all day about what they can do online
ok crack an account lamer
crack a program lamer
post a bunch of crap about someone you dont know lamer

if yall have ever learned 1 thing about me it should be this
censorship is for communists i will say any fucking thing i want about anything and if you dont like it sit down and shut the hell up
i dont fucking care what you think this is my blog space and most people are idiots anyway

now when i come back on here and see a friend having to defend why they left for a bit thats bullshit never let some useless waste of memory explain your actions


hack babis cometry to get me other than that shut the fuck up

the sun slowly sets a red hue over the prairie as i sit rite this
the softness of the days clouds seem to dissapear into the darkness
thesky glows a beuatiful orange an im close to layin down
i gave the business up and moved to my land on the coast
the drama and the hate of everything has me wanting to leave the world
ill be back when i figure life out

ok ive been gone for a while doing a few unpleasant tasks
i had to go pick up the pieces of my car and i had to release 2 horses back to the wild
so as a gift to myself i headed back up to kentucky for the derby and to catch up with a few friends
we all know how the derby ended up

but a bit ago i got a video sent to me to post on my website that i had to post on yuotube instead
i dont share videos much because everyone has an opinnion and half the time i dont care
but this video says something that needs to be heard so im linking it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CHBbg2O0eNU

ill hear crap for it but if it offends you then you have too much money anyway

ok in the US april is tax time enough reason to hate it
but so far this month ive been kicked by a horse breaking my jaw
reminded that i have to turn some horses loose
and as of last night had my most loved possesion stolen
some scum bag chose t steal my cherished k code 66 mustang that my father left to me
what the fuck are they going to do next
i hate april

.......she feels the warmth of his breath on her neck as the hold eachother closely in bed, she can feel the beat of his heart softly against her chest, he can smell the sweetnes of her perfumes gently surrounding them as they carress eachother so softly as to not touch to quick

nerves begin to settle as the two become one. Her pulse begins to race, her eyes shine like glass, two strangers seem to instinctivly know what the other desires.
She pulls him close and whispers to his ear "i feel like im in heaven with you" as he replies "if this is heaven let me remain here for eternity".
Slowly the pleasure builds within her as she calls his name, a wave of passion overcomes her as her body trembles with extacy, they look deeply into the others eyes as the wave of pleasure consumes the couple. No energy left in either they can only hold onto the moment that two strangers in love found thier selves to be one, from friends to lovers was the fear that had kept them apart but now they are connected forever from the heart.....

the setting sun burned res and all was seen in sillouete as a lone cowboy sits by a fire and smokes his last cigarette
come daysbreak he''ll ride south to the safety of old mexico
for with what hes done there simply is nowhere left got
he shot a man in tulsa over an accidental nudge
he didnt know that man was a federal judge
well the judge drew first an he was xxxxxx to fight
sometimes saving honor is the only thing thats right
three shots rang out and that judge fell dead where he stood
the judges shot had missed the cowboy still stood
a master of the pistoleers art his aim was steady and true
a womans voice in the crowd yelled now their gonne hang you
he saddled his horse and hightailed it out of town
knowing by mornin that posse would be tryin to track him down
a trail to old mexico was his only chance
he leaves behind his home and a blossoming romance
with every mile he rides his heart sinks far to deep
asking if its worth it beneath the texas heat
he has yo keep on riding or he will hang for sure
at night he dreams of living on that sunny mexican sore
he stops at night in texas to rest and eat a bite
awakes in the mornin to a glowing sunrise ligh
that posse kept on riding and found him as he slept the day before
and waited till he rode away to ride one day more
as he rode away into the sun a single shot rang out
as he felt his body burning he knew without a doubt
he pulled his loves garter from off the hat upon his head
said one last goodbye as he fell over dead
so they burried him in the ground just east of el paso
20 miles from freedom in that great mexican castle
the cowboys fate was chosen by the barrel of a gun
but how can you call it livin if youre always on the run

a love unrequited is a love of hurt for the heart will never deny that it will endure hell to know but a fleeting moment of true love
an eternal bond is more than anyone person can understand its somrthing that only love knows and it is a never spoken truth that is known only through the simplest of actions

to understand the truth of life we must learn the facts of death
mistakes are not forgiven only forgotten
regret are outlived but never go away
life is way too short to care what some asshole has to say
pain is momentary pleasure is forever
love is a cozy chair to read in and a warm blanket to cuddle with
life if just a series of days awaiting death

a lived life is days spent making the most of what you have and of what is dealt to you
its all about now tomorrow might not come so be here now and be alive while you can
evryone has one thing that they love most find that and do it
i love my horses so thats what i do
just live every day like it was your last
regret nothing and hope for the best
as it was once said "ive lived hard and died young but ill leave a goodlooking corpse"
there is no tomorrow only now LIVE
GO LIVE

i thought that i was done with the whole dating scene when i met liegh then me an the wife got back together after she left now the wife is gone and ive met someone but i dont know what to expect or if this is real
im not a kid anymore and its gettin to the piont that i need to give up or go full bore but i cant read this woman
i want to believe that she wants to be with me but then i have to remember that everyone else was only here for sex and money so i get lost
i dont know if i can trust someone again


"tis better to have loved and lost than to have never loved before" it sounds like nothingness to a weary heart