nikkismith's Blog

Well its certainly been a worrying time just lately, everyone I know trying so hard to stay safe but that's just the way it is we've got to keep our distance. The only downside to all this is no sex life at all since Becky decided back in December to end our fling and I haven't met anyone else since so now the lockdown means its going to be a few months before I can even think of getting laid again. I can only fantasize about the next guy I go to bed with and what I'm going to do my god I'm having orgasm just thinking about it best stop now I need to concentrate on other things x

Went into Brighton last Friday night with a few of my friends just wanted a few drinks and to let my hair down, I was on the dance floor really enjoying myself when I turned around and there dancing behind me was this gorgeous girl. Our eyes just met and her smile just got me so transfixed she was obviously gay but really turned me on, I just moved closer and we kissed I never even thought about it whether she would or not but wow her lips were so soft and she pressed her body against me her thigh between my legs rubbing against my pussy which I might add was so wet by now I swear I had an orgasm dancing with her. We ended up having drinks and chatting till the early hours my friends came over and said we had to go get a taxi back to worthing so I gave her my number and just hoped that she would ring me. Then on Sunday she text me and said she was free for the day and that she could drive over to my place which obviously I agreed would be so good so she came over and as i opened the door dressed in my sexy red underwear we were all over each other she took me to bed and the sex was just so fucking amazing her body her nipples her gorgeous trimmed pussy I really went to work on that we were both exhausted after a good few hours but she had to go back as she's with someone hope I see her again soon love you becks xxxx

I suppose I should have been happy with Pete I do love older men and after being with him for eight years it does feel strange that I had to end our relationship it was never going to work once his wife had decided that she wasn't happy to be in a threesome anymore and wanted to see me on my own but also wanted Pete to herself so I decided I would move out into my own place and cut the ties completely. I do miss the sex Pete was great so was Jo but I've made a clean break now . I shall be posting some new pics of me and I have a new email address for anyone who is interested in a thirty something loving female up for most things with an older man or female or couples.

Well finally im back on the site I guess it's my fault for trusting someone who foolishly I gave my address to after spending a wonderful weekend in a hotel who seemed so genuine was so nice and unfortunately very married. Obviously I feel very used if only he was honest from the beginning I could have coped with it but like a fool I fell for him and he dumped me after a few visits to my home . I then had to contend with a jealous wife on my case , still it's all over now and hopefully I'll meet a nice guy or female or even a couple but this time it's on my terms xx