HI NN'erS!, I must admit there are not too many Xdressers here and for me it is not really a representation of my sexuality but a representation of the very fluidic nature of my gender...... It's about so many other feelings, emotions, thoughts, experiences which I have decided will be the theme of my blog series on newbienudes. So? Ya with me? Once upon a time....
Lets start at,,, Oh! fuck it, how about the middle.
So Sex, The pursuit of orgasm, of ejaculation, of convulsive, euphoric waves that leave no muscle nor bone unaffected as it washes its pleasurable, wanton way from head to foot..... However.....
The pursuit of an orgasm for women seems frought with myths, lies, sorcery and not too mention decimated by centuries of sexual beuarucrats who by genetic defect go and over complicate issues as simplicity is despised!!
I was always fascinated with the female anatomy, soft skin, silky hair, painted nails, boobs, a vagina! Women could be relaxed warm, welcoming... yet I saw that.. Men, on the other hand were rough skinned, balding, unemotional creatures, believing as long as the wife was happy eg shelter/food/clothing and the sperm hit the inner sanctum of the vagina, job done.
I think I was about 7 or 8 years old when i really decided I wished i was born female. However the gods gave me a willy. So I kinda resigned myself to make the best with what I got and so, for the last 40 odd years my journey has been filled with delight, horror, obstacles and yet, also gateways and paved roads and some freakin wicked AHA! moments.
In the next edition I will reveal several ASHA moments and start to dissect more how my gender became less man more woman to less woman more man and how that balancing act was juggled before coming out etc... | 